I am missing you

Its hard for me to let him go ystrdy. I was speechless and have know idea on what we’re trying to talk about. When we sat in the car , we were like a statue, got nothing to say and the truth, I won’t be able to look at his face even for a second. Bcse I knw if I did it , the tears won’t stop falling down. Yes I know, its only for few days. Its not that he went away for a month or a year but I just don’t know why my feelings turns to be that way. Come on Lena, its only 4 days, it isn’t tht long tho . I realised tht but hey, tht is not the problem man. It just sad to know that ure byfren are not gonna be around on ur coming special day. It is in another 2 days and he left.

Honestly , I really want him to be with me on this Friday but tht is so impossible, Im telling you here. I thought he will be around celebrating with me for the second time, on the second year, on our first year anni but it turns the other way around . Wake up Lena, u just have to accept the fact . Its not tht U dnt have anybody around to celebrate with. Yeah im chilling right now………cool man cool.

Oh boy, I just wanna see u on the day u landed here and it is a MUST . The truth , I am the one who scared if I will be the one who couldn’t make it , hmm. Bismillah , I hope I can make it ;’)

Take care ,I Love You sayang <3