Dissapointed

Why do u hve to screw up ur life jst bcse of some prblms . I know it hurts but why do u hve to make it worst ? Dnt u realised tht im being care abt u? I want u to be happy but not in a wrong way . Im scared tht u're making any stpd decision and bring any dissaster into ur life . Its not tht i want to be so protective or wht but hey i jst want u to think properly and decide the bst solution . Not ruinning ur life again and again . I know u're trying to frgt abt ur prblm and be happy but why in a wrong way? Do u think im happy when u bcme like this and making out such stpd thngs ? But what can i do? Im trying my bst to help u bt it seems like it doesn't working out and i feel so bad bcse of it . So pls do undrstnd me too if i dnt wnt u to do thngs tht is not right . But heyyy , if im being concern abt it , meaning tht i do really care abt u okay . So pls dnt make me feel so sad and dissapointed , haih :S See i told u tht im so busy with ppls prblm until im the one who get sad -.-

p/s : special friend ,