Violent post

For some violent post tht have been posted by my friend, Mai S was so not true ! Haha, tht pic of me sleeping was jst a situation tht hve been plan by Mai . For ur information, if I am really sleeping, it will not take a long period of me sleeping. It might be only for a 2-3 minutes . Haha so pls dnt trust tht image ! Thank you :)

First class of absent

Happy 2nd annivesary baby :)

Today is the scnd day of bridging class. We all went to the morning class jst now and guess wht ? Now we're at home skipping the afternoon class -.- The 2 bitches are busy sleeping while i am onlining right now. Basicly, u guys will think like ' Pergh, pebende br 1st week dh ponteng class and so on...' Chill , jst sit down and relax dude. It was only a bridging class, some of the class may give us some good info or advise but some of it was like only a sleeping class perhaps. So i guess, we wont loose tht much for not going to the class, teeheeeeee :) I jst can't wait for the real class which is on 16 of August. Im eagerly want to start learning !

Anyway, yesterday was my 2nd month anni. Pfft , baru 2 bulan, kecoh much laa! Haha, but yeah its hard for me to reach to this stage according to my past. But now, I am still standing with him to build the castle together *hopefully. Till now, im happy with him even we alwys got into fight. It sucks when we're in problem , but so far we managed to settle it down. Thnks for give in syg, or if not, we will not be together till now, I guess. Thnks for yesterday, even it was only a simple date, i still feel the bond as long as u're with me. No matter wht, i will always try to not stop loving u. Remember that ! :)

Orientation weeks

After 4 days of orientation , tmoro will be the last day :) Basicly, the first day was pretty warm. Starting to introduce one by one. Not tht fun , some of them were pretty shy , some was not talkative enough , some was not smilling. Actually , so many kind of people to describe -.- let's jst proceed ite . We had to remember the song lyrics and so on . Haha frst time hearing the unis song was so funny bcse of the lyrics and the melodies . Pfft , teringat lagu skola dulu. How I miss my school :( then at this one time , Mai got scold by 1 facilitator bcse she was laughing while singing the song . Very funny !

Everyday was a tired day for us. Its okay, it will come to the end. Gonna miss it perhaps, even I dnt really like it at first but I've already suit myself in . It was not tht bad actually, get to knw each other and so on. Nvm, the more happier moment will come soon. For now, im still worried abt the cash. Go so many things to settle down with some cash while im not having tht much of money. I hve to work jst to get some cash for myself. Sooner or later, I'll get tired of it. But somewhere somehow, how will I get the cash without working ? Oh god, pls help me ;/

Register day

Register day ? I woke up early in the morning , settle down some matters. Then went to MSU . Erm pretty crowded and hve to wait for my number to be call. After waited fr almost 25 students, here we go my turn ! Gave out my requiring documents and settle down all the payments and had to go through some procedure until the last part. Alhamdullilah , I've done all my part. It was kinda fun to see my family, fiqa's family and mai's family gathered arnd. Felt like one big family like so called reunion ! Haha happy moments. After tht , we all went to our rented house with all our family. Well , the house was so so laa . But our room was okay, luckily we 3 can fit in tht room . After all , seing my mom looking at the place , she felt like so suffocated with the hse. But I Guess i can survive with my 2 lovely monkeys ;)

well , jst wait for the orientation tmoro !

i am excited

Well, I just got back from Perak in the afternoon. I was so tired and within 30 minutes I was felt asleep . Last nite, when I was on the phone with my byfren in the dark at my hometown, something weird happened. I guess its only my feelings but it totally makes me shut my mouth for a second. Im kind in a silence cse I can't really concentrate when I was talked to him. There's no electric at tht time, at first without any afraid, I talked to him downstairs alone while my brother was asleep beside me. Within 20 minutes of talking, suddenly I heard a sound of plastic plate felt down at the kitchen. I dnt wanna say anything, so I jst kept quiet and continue talking, but within 1 minute, I heard a weird sound came frm the other side of mine. After I really can't stand it, I quickly asked him to talk to me until I reach upstairs and hung up. I went inside the room to get ready for sleep. After awhile, the electric was back but in a few second, it went black out again. Tafack man ? After a few minutes, it came back -.- I quickly put on my headset into my ears, closed my eyes and stop thinking. Seriously I had a worst nightmare after tht. I dreamt alot of bad things happened. I was shocked and when I woke up, the clock shows tht it was at 3 am in the morning which means, its only less than 2 hours of me sleeping. I quickly texted Rahim. When I woke up this morning, I jst noticed tht the msg was not delivered -.- What a night.....

Anyway, now I am so excited for tmorow. Im going to start a new life but still with my 2 old bstfrn :) So, im going to register tmorow morning but for wht I heard now, they said the orientation going to be on the second day, so yeahh. Im going to register and after tht im gonna buy my stuff for college and for the house. Weeeee, cant wait to do the shopping :)

Last but not least, I really can't wait to see him tmoro. I miss him so badly :( Its almost 4 days, I din't see him. Pheewwwwwww, hopefully I can see him since im afraid im going to be busy tmoro but I hope so tht time will be on my side.
I love you baby with all my heart !

Im done , Goodnight :)

can i get any better from this ?

From one by one, it nvr stops me frm flowing the cash to the things tht i've accidently did. Its really suck big time. Never stop thinking frm where should I get more cash. I hate it man, this month i've already save the money for something precious for my future, and guess wht ? Once again it will just burn like tht. Im fcking stress abt these, haih

Basically, i've admitted tht it was my fault to hit the car but it was not on purpose, it was accidently did by me. I dnt knw why my fcking car's sensor din't give me an alarm to alert abt the other car. When I reversed my car slowly, suddenly I heard a 'baaaaam' on my right side. Here u go, scratch here and there but its not tht bad. Its just tht the car colour went off a lil bit. For being responsible, I've waited there to see the owners of the car. As usual, the girl came out with some kind of face tht I dnt like. Macam bajet gilaa la minah pakai tudung tu kan , urghh. When I brought her to the workshop, one of the workers said tht it can get cheaper by touch-up here and there but tht fcking arrogant girls was fcking pissed me off. She wanted the whole bumper to be spray back. Why are u being so selfish dude ? I am only a student, where the heck am I going to get money to pay up?

After I settled down the car, I went to KL with Fiqa and Adam to see Rahim. Yes as usual, complicated misunderstanding again. So, ada laa adegan tarik muka and so on -.- But why can't u just talk to me nicely ? Do u knw how it feels ? SUCKS! I was jst not in the mood at first, so many things to think :( Anyhow, I dnt want it to get any longer, so I jst cut it off and settle it down even I was actually not okay. Sorrayyy. Anyway, I felt better when Fiqa, Adam and Rahim were arnd. At least theres someone to make me laugh. It could be better if my Princess Diane was there too but unfortunately, shes working just now -.-

The fact is now, I am really sad ;'(

pain pls go away

Yesterday, I went out again with my two bestfrn and Fiqa's byfren, so called 'Adam Lambert' eeee. Actually, I was not feeling well but I just dnt want to miss a single free time with both of them. I forced myself really hard to go out yesterday even only God knws the pain tht I feel inside. I dnt want u guys thinks tht I've got no times for both of u. I jst want u guys to knw tht im trying my best to spend my time with u girls.

Unfortunately, I miss the part they went for swimming :( Im terribly exhausted with the pain. Urrrrrgh, till when I hve to suffer this ? I went to see doctor last night, Fiqa being like Mommy tho. The way she acted jst made me laugh,haha. Anyway, the medicines they gave were totally sucks :S Its all big and not attractive at all, zeze. For the first time I saw an 'antibiotic' tablet was not colourful, grrr.

Anyway, Mai alrdy took her braces steel off her teeth. At last huh? Congrats baby :)

can u see the pain inside ?

It is a lot to update. My last weekend was jst not cool enough. Been stressful with all the crap while im not in good condition. It was a bad time actually. Things happened at the wrong time. When I was not well enough to confront it. Being sick for a couple of days, its really sucks. Headache all time till I felt like knock my head to the wall until I can't feel the pain anymore. Trust me, its very painful and I dnt knw where the heck it cames from. Everytime I ate the panadol, it will gone but after awhile, it came back and it was totally freak me until I felt like jumping out of my corridor at Suria Mas which is 8 floors up. Luckily I was asleep, pheeew.

Hey boyfren, hope tht after this no more making me think twice. It sucks, seriously. I've been through it all this while but sometimes I just need wht I've needed. At first, I thought it was the end but luckily it was not. U make me smile over again. But it doesn't mean u've done, u got so many things to catch up again. I jst can't resist u at times.

Dear bestfrn, I knew last Sunday night was totally a disaster. I was not in the mood while having this pain in my brain. It was so pain until everything tht came up tht night makes me feel so pissed off. Actually if im not having this fucking headache, at least im not being ones like tht. Its really a pressure tht I felt. Sorry for being a last minute person, but u hve to understand, my parents were not like urs. They nvr give answer straight awy and theres alwys a reason for wht im doing and thts why , I was always came out with a reason. Its not tht im being selfish sometime, but it jst the fact tht sometimes I hve to win their hearts fr some good reason, so I can't simply say 'NO' to their words. In a way, I have to say 'NO' to u guys. Yes, maybe bcse of tht, u guys were tired to make plans with me. Anyhow, I hve to deal with it la kan. Anyways, I had fun with both of u eventhough at first, its being a dull night. At least we could shared the football spirit together even the crowd was so boring at I-City ! I've bet the first place we went will be more cool. Unfortunately, it was jst not our luck I guess. Anyhow, Im being sorry for my bad.

I love u all with all my heart.

pretty stuff

Im sorry for tht. We dnt mean to go watched it without u bby. Im just being understanding abt ur prblm, so I dnt want to disturb ur time. Sorrryyyy frm the bottom of my heart.

So yesterday I went out at night. I went to AC again and again. Went there with Raz and his frnd and with Fiqa love. Something came up when we're supposely go back. It all started with some stupid things. Pfft, I guess I dnt need to explain it here.

Anyway, yesterday I went out with my 2 best colleagues, Pamela and Lee Ting. We had lunch together at Jogoya Restaurant, Starhill. The food was awesome but it was such a waste when I din't eat alot. My stomach can't take anymore when it reach the point, haiyo. After we finished our lunch, we went to BB and did some shopping. Pam got her things while I din't buy anything since I shopped quite alot tht day, and bcse of LT, we had to go back to Pavillion to check up oh her wallet. Hishh, tht amoi bikin trouble u knw, at first gedik tkmau pegi, end up jalan patah balik pegi Pavi -.- So yeah, she got her wallet, 'BURBERRY' somemore -.-

I almost forgotten to mention, Rahim was there too actually. He came at the last minute since I've asked him at the last minute too, haha my bad. He came arnd 6pm like tht. Auww thnks being there syg, I knw it troubles u alot but seing the effort tht cames frm u, it jst make me smile :) So after I went off frm Pam and LT, I forced Rahim to get some food. So we had dinner fr awhile at BB. About almost an hour later, I went to Sentul to send him back. Since there's still a time, we've decided to go to Titiwangsa. Basically, we've just spent our wasted time over there. At least right ? Rather than waste our time sitting in the car at his place, doing nothing. At Titiwangsa, at least we can see the light, the scenery, the water, ppl jogging and last but not least, couples doing project
Hahaha seriously macam bangang.

I think its more than enough ite ? Goodbye :)

shes back!

Fiqa went back to KL already. I really miss her eventhough its only been 3 days she went for holiday. She bought me this t-shirt ' I LOVE PANGKOR' , where i love it so much. Thanks bby, really appreciate it. See u tomorrow on breakfast ! I love you !

everybody is missing

Back to school, I attended the Fourian Fare yesterday where it was held at my school. It was pretty crowded with people but it was not tht bad. So many game and stall over there. I jst hate it, cse when our time, theres no such event. After we left the school then they want to make one, wtfck is tht ? Okay jst forget it, past is past. But I really miss school and really miss the time where every moment I cheerish it with my cool friends ;')

Anyway, I went there with my dad then I've met Fatin and Anies. They just got bck frm UITM, Malacca the day bfre. Heard so many story abt their orientation days. It jst make me can't wait for my day to come, hihi. After an hour like tht, we went to Sunway. Teyn wanna buy some stuff for her college.

At night, I went out with Yana and Mai. Yana also jst got back frm UITM, Jengka. We went to watched football at AC. Played foosball as usual :) I've also met the guys and the rest.

Damn, I miss everyone. Everybody is starting to get busy with their college lifes. After this no more lepak lepak already, unless they come back on weekend. Its okay, hve fun buddies. Hope this friendship will nvr break :)

I will be there no matter what

Sometimes, he is just so unpredictable. The way he shows the love was so different. At first, its hard for me to deal with it. As the time goes by, i am learning one by one . At times, the way u treated me jst killing me inside, but i am trying so hard to accept it. Hopefully it is not way too far cse I dnt want it to cause my heart bleeding inside.

Talking to u yesterday and jst now jst made me touched tho. U've been so worried abt me but when u were infront of me, u acted like so cool. And now I knw, u were actually pretending to be okay while u were not. I am sorry to burden u with all these crap. I dnt wanna tell u sooner or later cse i scared i will be late for it. Unfortunately, it caused u to think alot right now. I am really sorry for tht, cse I knw, right now, u were dealing with so many problem. Bby, pls be strong and be patient. I knw how u will become when the situation is out of control. So, i dnt want u to be out of control, so take it easy and slowly. Cse u know why ? I will alwys be there for u, I LOVE YOU

spirit

I jst dnt knw why , bt I was like been persuade by the shopping spirit ghost jst now . I've spent quite alot , zeze . This is really bad ! I've supposely save my money fr college bt I spend it on my stuff instead -.- anyway, I feel relief when I spent my money on those stuff tht I bought jst now cse fr me it's quite worth it tho. It took me fr only 2 hours to buy these and tht ;) yes as usual, he late again , haih I dnt knw wht else to say cse i bet it won't change anythng, haih.

I talked like alot today. From the morning till the evening, crap much. Fiqa supposely went to Thailand today, but it was cancel due to some prblm. I had breakfast with her and Adam this morning then we went to AC. For the first time, like Fiqa said ' The breakfast is on me !' hahaha funny u lil bitch ! But so sweet of u baby :)