Pretty confusing

Yes once again , was planning to go fr rgby's training but at the end still not to the point -.- I miss training but the weather is jst the matter of me not going, again and again. Anyway, today is my off day. Yeah, I followed Epul to One Utama go jalan jalan and Fiqa was there too due to the last mnt. We had fun watching movie and eating, thnks Epul fr all :) I owed u fr the next time we meet okayy my big guy. Btw, we watched the movie called 'The Loserz'. The movie was not tht bad but to tell u the truth, I slept at the frst 15 mnts of the earliar part of the movie. Maybe the movie was quite slow at first and somewhere somehow, I was quite tired caused of not enough sleep -.- Okay enough of my outing story dude cse its boring tho, zeze

Study ? Hurm, im pretty worried abt it actually. I hven't started my study yet and by watching the rest of my frnd who were busy with their college's life made me think twice. I really wanted to continue study but looking to the matter of money, it jst turn me upside-down -.-

Working? Yes, I really wanted to continue as a full-timer at Quiksilver but by looking of the matter of studying, I jst want to cut it off. I want to stop and enjoy my life bfre college starts. Im still confuse and thinking whts the best for me, haih.

I really want to save all the best thing tht happened in my life. Frm the past, now and in future. I dnt want to lose any one of it. Might hve to choose the right path jst to get all wht I want. Simply choose will make my life harder and difficult. In tht case, I hve to think twice miss Lena, pls pls.

I think i've found someone, he makes me smile on evry single day but to make it clear, he jst can't challenge my bstfrnds who made me laugh till my tears drop on evry single hour, teehee. Eventhought its like tht, I've realised smthng. Hes different tho, and hopefully its true. Basicly, I jst love the way he treated me, heeeeeee. Okay its enough, its time to explore more and more :)