turning legal

It was a day to remember tho , yeah u guys were awesome ! Im really glad to have my bestfriend(s) tht i've own now. They are the 'bestest' i ever had in this world. My 'Puppy Eyes'? Yess u tooo , im glad to own u right now. When there comes ur bstfren+byfren, nothing much tht u can demand more. Bcse they're totally complete ur day. Besides, when this kind of situation happens on ur birthday, wht else can I say ? No words can describe how was my feeling at tht time. I was so surprised to see all of them. Yes guys, I've knw tht u guys done alot for me and I really do appreciate it. Those day means alot to me. Without u guys, I wont hve such a perfect day like the other day. There so many obstacle tht we've been through, but u two still managed to brought me till the place it is without me realising it. Tht shows me how good both of u can act hah ? hahaha.

And when we're at the Mountain G, yes im really glad to be there cse the weather jst turn me on. Of crse im happy, cse im with those bitch who were alwys by my side to make me happy and to the other frnds and not to frget my byfren. Nothing much to say, wht happened on the other day stays there.

I just wanna say tht I won't forget these! Bcse it was the best celebration ever, thnkyou so much to my two bstfrn Fiqa and Mai, my byfrn, Cak, Afad and Fizy :))

All the surprises doesn't end there tho, here comes the other surprise on the next morning. Fuhhh, I jst can't believe it. Atn And Yana came with the cupcake to surprise me. Auwww the cupcakes were so beautiful , I really loved it. Thnks guys, I really do appreciate it.

What a wonderful birthday I've had this year. It was a blast, full with surprises,
I loike ;)

best portion

hey ho , lets go . Tafack is tht ? -.-

He did surprised me tht day, I din't expected it at all. Auwww, show me more love bby cse I really need tht as a gurantee to the right path. Jst make it real , wake me up frm the dreamland, I really want to live in the reality life. I dnt want any lies anymore cse I fcking hate those situation or even the words already sounds bad. Pls make these things clear, put in some love, some honesty, some loyalty, and wht else can I say ? Walla walla, these are the best portion ever for a 'relationship'.

Well sometimes, we jst knocked up into smthng so silly til we can make this thing as an issue. Tht is so fcked up, cse I dnt like it. Really hate those fcking thngs to happen -.-

calculation will be fun

I can't sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep ;(

Lets do some calculation, it will be fun to sort out with the money !

heart's expression

How I wish to see the beautiful scenery with the loves ones, but do he ever thinks to try it once ? How I wished I can get such a romantic person tht will evr thinks the same way as mine. A person tht I'll nvr ask fr it but they will do it without any doubt. Can a guy do something without a girl lead them ?

Blah blah , I am just too dreaming over a things tht will nvr happen.

- hanya sekadar luahan hati

bright lights

Yes, today isn't a good day for me. Evry little small shitt jst ruined my mood, evrythng was not right. Guess wht ? I am still awake till now, 4.25 am ? Gosh, wtfck is going on. Starting frm You, them , and including Me ? Wht the hell is going on ? I am jst not used to it, seriously NOT. I dnt want this kind of feelings to remain, cse its really annoyed me. And I jst found it vry childish man -.- Can I jst play it cool as in like nothing had happen ?
Isn't it better tho ?

Thankgod tomorrow is my free day! Free frm those tiring works but jyeah, I've still got game to play on the evening -.- Nahh, its going to be fun actually , hopefully ?

And all the plan ? I think at the end, its all messed up, pretty cool haaa ?!@#$$$****

What a boringgg day........

silly lily

My body ? Only God knows how hurt was it. Grrr, i've done alot of mistake on the last game. Pfft, i am so ashamed and felt so bad towards my team -.- Anyway, i was asleep when we're on our way to Singapore and the same as when we're on the way back frm Sngpore. The trip was vry tiring since i din't get enough sleep on the day bfre, pfft.

Ohh, when I reached Kl, he came and picked me up. Auww I found tht is so sweet, and i jst dnt knw why but i really miss him at tht time , heeee. So yeah , we hang out for a while till the right time to go back. Anyway, I jst found tht Mai and Fizy were so sweet on tht nite, i jst dnt knw why but yeahh no offence. Hahaha good luck my frnd :) Sunday morning was vry tiring for me, somemore, with the black circle under my eyes, which is so annoying -.- I hve to go to work no matter wht, vry laameeeeeeee.

Hurmm, abt working ? Evry working day was the tiring day for all. Im sick of it and i think im gonna get quit soon. I wanna spend my time with the loves one, but will i ? By the way, the other senior staff tht I've told u bfre , shes getting better but still, she is so lazy -.- Sikit sikit suruh org bwt ini itu, terserlah btl pmls dia :P

Lately, I fought with him fr quite sometimes. I jst dnt knw why but usually it is bcse of a silly misunderstanding, pfft. Sometimes I jst can't take it anymore but no matter wht, Im alwys gonna try. But the prblm is , till when can I handle it ?

I love u ,

puppy eyes

Yes baby, im here over again. A lot of things had happen and its only me whos the one couldn't update much about it. Anyways , theres a gathering between the girls ystrday. Yeahh i had fun since we din't hangout fr quite sometimes. Jst felt the bond are stronger when we are all together. Thnks to all my baby G's fr making my day happy and happier :)

Yeah , Im getting serious with him. Hurm i hope this time will be longer but i jst can't hope much without doing anythng ite. I'll try to sort things out, hopefully its gonna be worth it this time. Not much, I miss those eyes ;')

only fifteen minutes ?

I knw its my fault , i've made a mistake fr leaving u like almost 15mnts but why can't u wait fr me like fr a seconds? U're leaving me hanging without looked after me first, how could u ? I've already asked u to wait until I come back but u jst dissapear without waiting fr my answer. Auchh, its hurt, really badly and deeply. I knw I can't blame u cse its all my fault but why why why why u did this to me ? I've jst seen ur face like only less than 20mnts, and obviously its not enough and u're gone without saying bye..........

you suck!

Lately, I was really tired until i have no time fr blogging but now im still standing without any tired-ness, haha. Hurm, I jst can't believe hes at Mos right now. Hope u're having fun till the sun comes down, grr. Nahh , i'll get my happy hour too !

Oh yea, 2 new seniors already came and joined Sunway's Quiksilver . Our new AM was not tht bad but I like Kong better, duhh. Pergh, the other one was still not suite here better than others. Shes acting like she was so good and knows everything. Eventhough ur senior it doesn't mean tht the other does not knw anythng ogaaaay -.-

Haha i continue later, i've got better things to do right now :)
and youuuuuuuuuu, dnt be notty !

Pretty confusing

Yes once again , was planning to go fr rgby's training but at the end still not to the point -.- I miss training but the weather is jst the matter of me not going, again and again. Anyway, today is my off day. Yeah, I followed Epul to One Utama go jalan jalan and Fiqa was there too due to the last mnt. We had fun watching movie and eating, thnks Epul fr all :) I owed u fr the next time we meet okayy my big guy. Btw, we watched the movie called 'The Loserz'. The movie was not tht bad but to tell u the truth, I slept at the frst 15 mnts of the earliar part of the movie. Maybe the movie was quite slow at first and somewhere somehow, I was quite tired caused of not enough sleep -.- Okay enough of my outing story dude cse its boring tho, zeze

Study ? Hurm, im pretty worried abt it actually. I hven't started my study yet and by watching the rest of my frnd who were busy with their college's life made me think twice. I really wanted to continue study but looking to the matter of money, it jst turn me upside-down -.-

Working? Yes, I really wanted to continue as a full-timer at Quiksilver but by looking of the matter of studying, I jst want to cut it off. I want to stop and enjoy my life bfre college starts. Im still confuse and thinking whts the best for me, haih.

I really want to save all the best thing tht happened in my life. Frm the past, now and in future. I dnt want to lose any one of it. Might hve to choose the right path jst to get all wht I want. Simply choose will make my life harder and difficult. In tht case, I hve to think twice miss Lena, pls pls.

I think i've found someone, he makes me smile on evry single day but to make it clear, he jst can't challenge my bstfrnds who made me laugh till my tears drop on evry single hour, teehee. Eventhought its like tht, I've realised smthng. Hes different tho, and hopefully its true. Basicly, I jst love the way he treated me, heeeeeee. Okay its enough, its time to explore more and more :)

one day, it will comes

Haih , my heart jst can't stop beating right now. I jst felt tht something is not right and i dnt knw wht is it. Wht will happen ? or it has alrdy happen ? Pls pls, i hope nthng bad is going to happen.

Why it seems so complicated fr u ? Why would u think tht way? What u hve said was not wrong actually but wht u've think was alrdy too far awy. We still can manage it if we want too and i would love to say tht i really want it too! Don't think abt it too much cse thts lead u to wht will happen in future. Its not tht wrong to think tht way cse it shows tht u really love the frndship actually but it really makes u think negatively.

anythng happens, jst take it slow and go with the flow. Love much