all day long

I had morning shift and as usual, I have to wake up early in the morning. It was very irritating mannnnnnnnn.

Anyway, Im still thinking abt my future. I dnt knw wht is the best decision for myself. I haven't talk to my mom since we're kept arguing abt little stupid things lately and it annoyed me vry badly. So I dnt hve tht kind of intensity to talk to her, or maybe I just could try it back later . IT IS JUST A 'MAYBE' -.- Hurm, my bstfrn(s) and I were busy talking abt our furthest studies and all but it is still hanging cse we jst couldn't decide which is the best for us. Some of us might not continue study at the same place and tht is so sad to know. Firstly, we just couldn't resist each other and tht is the worst thing ever. Im scared tht I can't leave without them :( Secondly, I am just too scared tht we will falling apart as soon as we started our own new journey in future. That is vry bad to found out. Evrybody says tht, it is so easy fr us to frget each other as soon as we found our new life in college's life. I dnt want it to happen but no one can stop it frm happen cse we just can't predict wht will happen in future. People might change easily without us realising it......

Next, im actually in love right now but I knew it will nvr come thru. I bet it will not as easy as u guys think. Its very complicated. I was also wondering, am I really in love or it just a one night's feelings ? Hahaha, im heartless and I can't think straight, zeze. But the true fact is, Im always in love with my bstfrnd. They are always the best among the rest. Iloveyou kawan :)


Catch up more with u guys later okay, I am so sleepy right now. I need some rest. Goodnight :)