PLKN

I was suddenly awake by early in the morning and straight awy look at the clock. I was scared tht I woke up late fr work. Surprisingly, it was only 8am in the morning -.- I've got a msg frm Mai asking fr a breakfast. Coincidently, the guys were sending Akmal to Shah Alam, where its a departure place for PLKN's trainer. So we went there to see Akml fr the last time after 3 months of not seing him after this. Not going to see him playing foosball anymore , at AC. haha I bet hes going to miss foos-ing vry badly. How bad he wished, for a foosball table over there for him. Berangan je la bdk PLKN oi, tk dpt meja foos , dpt meja mkn pn dh kira bgs ;) I wished u all the bst Akmal Kamsani.

I was totally cracked up with a lot of work jst now. I had no enough sleep and my mind was spinning arnd like a roller coaster, dammmmmmmmmmmmn . I slept at the toilet during break-time and it is vry obvious tht was not enough for me. I jst could sleep fr awhile which is less than 10 mnts, fck it. I am opening my eyes right now just to online fr awhile. So, i guess i should take some rest. Tk cre ppl ,

Goodnight.

future

I ate spaghetti for my lunch tday. Save some money just now :) Damn, it was quite tiring jst now, do this and do that. Lol, dah kata pn kerja dgn org kan ? Wht else can we do, we jst hve to listen and obey. Oh anyway, i've talked to my mom this morning. I've told her all the plan tht i've made and yess, she do agree and thts only if I dnt get to join UITM. So yeahh, I might be continue working for a long term but i dnt knw till when. I jst hve to be patient and do it slowly. Damn it, i miss school. Haha so gay ! But the fact is, I am missing those things tht happened in school except during study time.

Damn it, why suddenly ? urghhhhhhhhhh....................... confused@%%$$

Goodnight ! :S

all day long

I had morning shift and as usual, I have to wake up early in the morning. It was very irritating mannnnnnnnn.

Anyway, Im still thinking abt my future. I dnt knw wht is the best decision for myself. I haven't talk to my mom since we're kept arguing abt little stupid things lately and it annoyed me vry badly. So I dnt hve tht kind of intensity to talk to her, or maybe I just could try it back later . IT IS JUST A 'MAYBE' -.- Hurm, my bstfrn(s) and I were busy talking abt our furthest studies and all but it is still hanging cse we jst couldn't decide which is the best for us. Some of us might not continue study at the same place and tht is so sad to know. Firstly, we just couldn't resist each other and tht is the worst thing ever. Im scared tht I can't leave without them :( Secondly, I am just too scared tht we will falling apart as soon as we started our own new journey in future. That is vry bad to found out. Evrybody says tht, it is so easy fr us to frget each other as soon as we found our new life in college's life. I dnt want it to happen but no one can stop it frm happen cse we just can't predict wht will happen in future. People might change easily without us realising it......

Next, im actually in love right now but I knew it will nvr come thru. I bet it will not as easy as u guys think. Its very complicated. I was also wondering, am I really in love or it just a one night's feelings ? Hahaha, im heartless and I can't think straight, zeze. But the true fact is, Im always in love with my bstfrnd. They are always the best among the rest. Iloveyou kawan :)


Catch up more with u guys later okay, I am so sleepy right now. I need some rest. Goodnight :)

welcome home

WELCOME BACK !

Omgod, i really miss my old times doing this thangggg. BLOGGING !!!!!! Im so so sorry for neglected u frm my life, i din't mean to do it on purpose, so hopefully its still there fr me to continue blogging or else Mai will always said tht my blog is already 'basi' *damn u maimunah!

A lot of things had happened through a long long days, there is the bad and the good times. Firstly, its abt my result. Its not the great but i still thankgod for wht i've got. Secondly, I've had a tons of fun with the ppl tht i love the most. Thirdly, I can see a lot of things is falling apart. Fourth, im still waiting fr the results to continue my studies.

Hardly say tht im still confused with wht i want but im just glad tht right now i am sitting down and blogging here. I just miss it mannnnnnnnnnnn! I can't explain all the things tht happen cse the space totally wont be enough for it.

I shall move on to the next thing tht will occur in my life. Hurm, Mai Fiqa and I are busy hunting but actually we're jst totally dreaming in our own world, hehhh. We talk alot of crappy things lately since we just had a lot of free times doing nonsense, hahaha. Do u knw something guys? We were really freak ! But for me, the 'freak-ness' is the one tht will always bring a laughters in my life. So Pls dnt take it away frm me cse tht is the only thing left fr me to keep on laughing. I love you guys ! The one tht always been there fr me.

Working life was not tht bad. I really enjoy it now but someday somehow, I will get boring with it. Im happy with my surrounding, it doesn't stop me frm laughing and thts why im still hold on to it.

All things are mostly clear enough, so I should get some sleep right now.

Goodnight :)