Why why why

Im fcking pissed off man. Today is the worst day ever. Haih, why and why and why u can't undrstnd me. Is it so hard fr u? Im tired of all this shit. Evrytime,I hve to take this down cse u knw why? Cse I wanna give u some respect.But deep inside my heart, it was bleeding hard enough. Why I am the one who will alwys hve to be wrong? Why u alwys hve to be right? I had enough, pls pls im begging u for god sake, can u undrstnd me for once? Im scared if I cant take it any longer, I'll become just like one of the animal outside. Can u take ur wrong for at least one time pls,haih. I dnt knw wheres my wrong cse I jst dnt feel tht im wrong. U're different and I jst dnt knw how to describe how difference u are. Sometimes u were so kind and I admit tht u are but sometime somehow u jst accidently made me lost my mood. I do really want to care abt ur feelings but sometimes it just makes me hurt and I hve to act normal but at the same time im not okay. I've tried so hard to ignore ur harsh words but it just keeps hurting me deep inside down and u also hve to undrstnd my feelings. Why cant u do tht for me? :( I know u've tried but u din't notice tht sometimes u've acrossed the line. U knw tht Iloveyou but why? But u knw wht? I will nvr evr stop pray for u, tht is my promise ;'(