Hey bloggie , Im scared to start cse I dnt feel good and I know i'll end up this blog wit the tears. Of course I dnt wnt it to happen .

Things doesn't happen as I wished . Maybe God set it up and wants me to get better than wht I wish in future. The problem is , shall I wait ? I've tried my best to hold on to this battle , but all I know , im almost to the end . I couldn't stay longer , I have no enough weapon to fight for it. Im looking up for a reasonable reason fr wht has happen but Im still clue-less