Illegally

Here i am now, at the OPEN LAB. Haha its my first time, all alone here with some random ppl.

Anyway, there's alot to talk about since I was not online for quite a long time. Okay I am gonna make it short and clear.

Firstly, my bff, Fiqa was away to Indonesia due to last week. Thankgod she flew away with safe and came back with safe too. According to her story, she was so happy along the journey eventhough she had to went through along the bumpy road with quite an old car, and wht so ever but she managed to get to wherever she wants. I feel happy for her when shes feel great on her vacation :) Duhhhh, shopping at Bandung was awesome, and everybody knows that. She bought me a sandal, cute small coin purse, and ciggy frm there. So sweet of u ,my dear and thnks alot cse I am appreciating it :)

Secondly, I was away to JB last Saturday for attending Rahim's sister's wedding. The journey was ran smoothly eventhough we all had to suffered with the hot aircond for more than 5 hours in the bus. Thanks to Mai for made it for me at the last minute or else i'll be dying alone with all those Makcik's, Zeze. Rahim's family was so nice and I really appreciate it. I was kinda awkward at first but I managed to get along with them. But the neighbour which is those Makciks, Oh goddd, they talked like alot likeee really really alot ! Just imagined after a long journey, everybody could be so tired, but the Makciks can be chit-chating fr so long until the sun rise. Magaaaaddd, aren't u guys are quite old and should be tired and sleeping at that kind of hour ? Zeze. Anyway, we managed to go to Danga Bay. The place , errm quite a sweet place. The place was like sitting at the table besides the sea, erm something like that. Quite a romantic place at night, hihi. There is also funfair over there. It could be sweet if we managed to ride on the couple bicycle, cse it seems like so fun riding on it. But the time was running fast, we had to go back early, so saddddd. Rahim being so sweet eventhough I had to make faces at first, but yeah , he bought me the helium love balloon, so happpppyyyyyyy. I was planning to let it go as soon as I reached KL but so sad when the balloon was already shrink by the time when I reach KL :(

Third, it was my annivesary mannn! Damn, I couldn't believe it when this relationship gonna be my longest relationship so far. So many things to deal with but so far I managed to take it slow even alot of heart feeling here and there. Hope tht we could last long together. I just wanna wish u HAPPY 10MONTH ANNIVESARY BABYY :)

Fourth, magaddddd it is the first week of new short sem ! Time is running fast I guess. So happyyyy ! I just can't wait when end of last sem will shoot me on :) Anyway, short sem wasn't tht great since all my good friends at college was not in the same class anymore. It could be boring but the subject was not tht bad. So i guess, I should learn properly and get good result for this sem. Since it is a short sem, its the time for me to concentrate more and get good grade for this sem *cross finger :)

I guess till here will be more than enough , should upload some pictures when I get my lappy soon which is at home , Zeze. Goodbye :)

small kid is always cute

I reached home frm Sentul arnd 6++ just now. Right after that, I was felt asleep. I was kinda tired and woke up arnd 11pm just now after I heard my phone ringing. I feel so fresh since I've got plenty of time for sleep. Anyway, the wedding was ran smoothly just now. Baby was quite busy with his stuff. I was so lucky cse i've got Mai accompanied me or else I will be dying in bored-ness. Okayy thts way too much , tipu la kan. Haha, anyway thnks to Mai :) Oh and at last, I've got the chance to met Akhil , Rahim's nephew . Auuwwww he is totally adorable, so cuteeeee! Just like the picture tht Rahim showed me bfre. I feel like taking his awy but too bad, the mother need him more than I do, haha. Anyway, congrats Kak Nadia :)

I've got nothing better to do now since i am wide awake and its already 3.15 am in the morning. Well this is suck since he already sleep, so fast, haiyayai. Im on holiday but there's no awesome plan to run off, its gonna be boring tho. I wished i've got plenty of money right now and I can go where ever I want, how lucky am I if im like ones, keep dreaming on baby. Sob.

It sucks when im really missing him but he dnt react exactly the same how I feel.

head up, more coming over

Well today is Saturday , time flies so fast . Yeay , final had over and new sem coming up . Meantime, I'll take this opportunity to get a little rest and have some fun :) so let's recap the entire week.

Lets begin frm last Sunday. Sleepover at suriamas and love came over. We had our wrestling session over there. Urgh like seriously , we're fighting like no mercy. At least i still have some humor sense but him ? He was totally don't care wht was happening. He treated me like a dog , and exactly like on the wrestling show. Okayy it was totally hurt my body but we both really had fun fighting tgthr :)

Marketing paper on Wednesday was urgh erm okay la, so so. But overall if plus minus with my carry mark, I guess im still lack of mark for my pointer. Move on to IT paper. Hrm this paper also was okay la. Not tht bad, but it was the same situation as my Marketing paper. So, let just wait for the results :)

Thursday night was pretty fun even he kinda ruined my night but at least I had some fun with Mai, Fiqa and Qila. Since my exam had over, I can danced all the way free-ing my mind without a second thinking abt wht to study next, heh.

Have to go yawl, Baby's sister wedding :)

why u left me, sob

Oh well, I just can't believe tht I can survived a week without my broadband. Dad refused to pay since he short of cash, so yeah a week without social networking. Anyway i've got a ton of good and bad story to tell, so let me begin.

First, im going to talk abt my Rushel. She passed awy last Monday. I just can't believed it when I received a called frm Mai early in the morning. I was so sad and kinda frustrated at tht time. Since its a gift frm Rahim, I just can't believe tht I neglected my responsible towards Rushel. When I went back to TTDI, I straight awy looked at my turtles, yes its true abt the news. It was so sad looking at Rushell floated upside-down and knowing tht she's dead. I just can't see it anymore and straight awy cleaned the place. I felt so guilty but no matter wht I still have to let Rahim knw abt it, so I did text him and told him abt it. I was freaking crying when he started to blame me abt Rushel's death. I was so pissed off when he was not there when I needed him the most. He can still blamed me instead of comfirt me ? What the hell is tht, urghh. Luckily, he got a pissed frm me and tried to comfirt me back right after tht or else he just gonna get frm me eventhought I knw it was my fault. But at least kan ? Comfirt me la kan ? Not all the way blaming me, aiyayai. Anyway, I really admit tht it was my fault. I miss Rushel, hoped she died in peace :( Im so gonna take a good care of Bobby after this. I'll promised ;'(

Now lets move to a good news. I had quite a rough week , Alhamdullilah I can managed it. I dnt knw why can I just stop fighting with Rahim. There must be something going on, non of the days we can live without arguing. Whataheck man ? But after all, he came for me. We managed to settle down but not all issues. Next day, we started a new scene again, like tafack ? Macam macam la, padahal benda kecik, tak fhm aku. Haih, the worst part is now he's busy with his new gadget. He just received his new BB but pls la weh, everybody has it but its not tht 24 hours eyes on the phone, heh. Besides, he once told me tht wht if im having a BB, I am for sure will be busy with it and started to ignore him but wht says u now ? Isn't it the other way arnd ? Kan kena balik muka sendiri -.-'

He just got back frm Redang, so he bought me a giant turtle to be compare to Bobby and Rushel and a t-shirt from there. He just got to knw that Rushel gonna die and on the other hand, he bought the giant turtle to replace Rushel. It can't be replaced but I really appreciate the turtle bear, it is so cute. So I put it in the car :)

Let's move on, it was my examination week. So far 3 papers are done ! All the 3 subject being so nice to me. I din't do so well but I guess I just did the best out of all. So let just wait and see for the result tho. 2 more paper to go, and I can say tht it was the hardest subject for me. Cse I knw, I dnt study well on those subject cse I dnt really like the subject. But I really dnt want the 2 subject will cause my pointer to drop. I really have to study hard no matter what, 4 more days to go and I believe tht I still have time to cover all the chapter, Insyaallah :)

Hrmm what else huh ? Ohhh, we had our time staying at Suriamas Hotel. Ceyhh konon nya la hotel kan , freaak -.-' So yeah, we managed to stay there peacefully and had our great time on vacation. Such a long time tho, we din't hang out like tht kind of precious time. What more can I say? It just a great time tho.

Not to forget ! Baby just got a new permanent job and he started this morning ! Weeee, I am so happy for him. At last kan kan ? But I think the paid is not worth it for him but as a started he has to be grateful. I knw, hes going to have less time for me after this. I really have to suck it up and deal with it no matter wht. It is for his own good too, so I have to bare with it. Anything for him :')

Last and but not least, VIVA just went out frm the hospital this morning. Went all the way to B. Beruntung to fetch VIVA and brought it safely back. It looks good after the worst accident. Felt so awkward driving it just now, exactly like the first time I drove it a year before. I guess this week im gonna drive it tho, weee

Oh god, this is wht happen when I stop blogging for awhile. Too many things to cramp in a post. I shall stop now, im just too tired waking up early in the morning.
Goodbye :)

dissapointment

Basicly, I am still not starting with my revision. Well Finance paper is on Monday, im so gonna die but im pretty sure I can do this, caiyok ! I'll try to do the best this time, im gonna make my pointer flying colours this time, make everybody proud of me, Amin.

Game against Blacks A jst now was really really a dissapointment. Its not bcse we loose or wht, but hello , aren't we suppose to play full-time ? Just bcse they had to catch up their flight earliar then they had to cut the game off earliar. Come on, this is so unfair ! We knw, we can win this time , haih. Anyhow, it could be the last 15's game for now. Im so gonna miss it, sob. Don't worry, i'll step up this year, gonna work hard, maybe I can try to play 7's this time ? Perghh, angan lebih sgt tp tak slh kan mencuba ? But it is going to be tough tho, heh but i'll try !

So this is it? Silent treatment ? I just can't stay at home, I'll keep thinking. I end it up with nothing. Whats up ?!

struggling

Fuih, after a long long sem, I am so done with my last assingment and presentation. Im happy for it , eventhough IT was so not my subject. My part for the presentation was not tht great but thnkgod I managed to settled it down since im kind a nervous. Anyway, final starts on Monday so I shall be prepared by right. Wish me luck, gonna work hard for it , I just wanna be the best and succes in all paper. Amin.

I just feel like screaming out loud, right now, at this hour. I dnt knw whts up with me tho. Did I think too much or just me being so uncapable to go through all these ? I might look happy as if like nthng happen when I talked abt it but deep inside, my heart is struggling to be release and not to remain inside. Everyday, every minutes, every each second, it was so impossible fr me to escape frm any fights. Why it was so hard for me ?

Sometimes, I just miss the old you

singapore trips

I guess second post will be the best idea for now since its too long for the first one. Yeahhh lets talk abt Singapore ! :)

I went there last Friday night by a car trip. Stayed at my team-mate’s hse at JB since we’ve got game the next day at S’pore. I really had fun in tht game eventhough we lose again -.-‘ But yeah, I really satisfied since coaches and friends said tht im improving :) Thankyou so much.

So yeah, I stayed at S’pore for 1 night just to look arnd S’pore. I explored a bit of S’pore and knws well some part of it now. Thnks to AT to bring me arnd, really appreciate it :)

I miss Rahim a lot when I was there, and I still haven’t meet him until today . So Im so gonna meet him later, teeeheeeeeee. Goodbye :)

cat fight

It’s been awhile of not posting any story here, how I miss it. A lot of things to let it out here, like sooo many thangggs.

First of all, the worst nightmare I ever had. Unfortunately, it happened in reality. A ‘CAT FIGHT’ with a bloody stupid ‘kampung’ girl I ever seen. It happened to be my own housemate , what a sad story to live with. I never thought of being in this kind of situation, cse I wasn’t grew up to fight with someone for something tht is not worth it. The worst part, we’re like arguing abt the toilet but fighting like im stealing her boyfriend. Damnn this is really bad, its like in a drama tht I always watched bfre. Pulling the hair, punch here and there, seriously, it was so dramatic. Please la bitch , help urself to be a better girl next time. Don’t be silly but acted like ure old enough and matured, it is so lame ogaaay. I still can’t believe that I’ve been through this kind of situation and till now I am still regret cse I din’t punch up her face. Arghhh , it will be a satisfaction if I get to punch her nose :/

Lets go to the next story. Urghh, such a frustrated week. Non of these day tht I’ll escape from fighting with him. From one to another, well I get used to it alrdy. When it comes to the sweet moment, I really do appreciate it. So yeah, last Friday bfre I went to Singapore, we had dinner together. Its quite a long time we din’t go for such proper dinner. Yet, I still get myself rushed up fr the dinner bfre I left KL on tht nite. Kenny Rogers was the best choice but we regret it so much since we get sucks food frm them. The portion its like so small now, seriously, I feels like its not worth it anymore Heh -.-‘

Anyway, Happy 9th month Annivesary syg :)

Oh and not to forget,I was so surprised tht I’ve met my uncle at MSU. He was there to set up sounds sytem for an event. So I get to enter the event for free :O It was the first time I attend an event frm my college itself. Too bad it sucks, but the experience tht counted actually. Had fun with my college mate. The karaoke part and late night dinner was the best :)