spending the day just like that

Yesterday morning I've managed to get done with all my PTPTN agreement, yeayy. Actually im out of money, so I planned not to go out but im bored to death sitting alone at TTDI. At the end, I pull my towel and take my shower getting ready to go out :) I went all the way to KL to see Rahim. We decided to accompany Fifi and Fika go shopping. Since we're short of cash, so sweet of them to spend on us. Yeahh, right after all the shops were closed, we went to Danau since Fifi wanted to buy his perfume. I took the oppurtunity to eat the 'keropok lekor' weeeee. I jst dnt knw why am I so addicted to it, haha. Sent Fifi and Fika home, and we went back to TTDI. On the way home, we drop by somewhere arnd Sunway area just to watched Rahim's friend spin at the studio. Ohhh nice, the song tht he spinned was really good I tell u.

And today here we go, sitting on the bed blogging right now. Rahim made we type all this thinggg cse he dnt want me to sleep after had our brunch while now he is sleeping. Damnnn u ! I was kinda lazy to update actually, but he non stop asked me to do so :/ So yeah, both of us cooked just now. Nasi Goreng Kampung, nyumaaaay. Tapi muak rse nya, mcm nk muntah pon ada -.- And the truth is, ktorg mmg tk blh duduk satu dapur. Oh god, sumpah mesti bising gilaa, zzz. Anyway, its raining frm this morning. I really like the weather but it will absolutely make me real sleepy. So i guess its time for me to sleep now. Haha goodbye !

this is so fast

Its been the 8 month, so fast I know. And yet we still couldn't handle a simple things. Now, I really realised tht we can't undrstand each other even I can't really undrstnd me, myself. Its really tough tho to get someone to undrstnd ur heart, we just can't simply read ur mind or ur heart. Its been so long and yet we really can't undrstnd each other. Besides, i've tried so hard to prove tht Im still trusting u, but I jst can't when the trust really wasn't there anymore. Yes, u right we can't be tgther when there is no trust. So, what are we waiting for ? Im tired and im really running out of tears, I felt like there's no more feeling in my heart and I just dnt knw how could it happen.

Im proud

Just now I washed my clothes and cleaned up Bobby and Rushel's place. Im so proud of myself when im being extra hardworking. This is not wht I usually do, so I hve to be proud once in a while, hihi. Today, im quite free until I dnt knw wht to do since there's no assignment or homework to finish up. Im just being alone at home while waiting for the others to come back home frm de class.

So, just now our economy's lecturer has discussed abt our next group assignment. This time we have to come out with an idea in set up a bussiness of selling goods or any services. An idea of Car wash has just crossed my mind while im in the class just now since tht is the only bussiness which needs a small budget from everybody. But we haven't decided properly yet, so will be waiting for the rest to give an idea abt the group assignment. Im kinda excited for it, weeeeeeeeeeee

Lepas ckp sikit, tau sakit hati. Bila dia main pakai lepas boom atom dr mulut dia tak sedar pulak yg kita ni sakit hati huh ? Skrg br tau nak fikir, pandai pulak remind org ' tau tak, one word tu blh change everythng?' haih so u just realised it ?

doubtful

At times, I just dnt knw what to believe anymore. When I trust someone, I've trust with all my heart but when they lie, they just couldn't get my belief anymore. Life is always like that, can't deny it when it is the fact.

Why must I be in doubtful when i start to love him with all my heart ?

it kinda fun tho but it such a waste

For the past few day, I was kinda not satisfied with everything tht happened. Ntah la , I feel so stupid but I guess thts is not the way.

I went to Sunway Lagoon yesterday, with Rahim. He was really excited to go there, so am I. After the plan to go on last week was cancel, it really happened ystrdy. But everything was not the same anymore when u're not satisfied with each other. So whts the point having fun together when u're actually had prblm with each other ? Isn't it stupid and a wasting of time when ure not talking to each other ? Well, i've tried so hard to let go the prblm for a moment, jst for the sake to had some fun at lagoon * at least ? and yeah, I managed to put some smile on my face eventhough it was not like always. Anyway, all the slide tht we played ystrday was awesome
and also the rides. We really put on some smile on our face when we played all those thing. We're too busy playing all those ride until we're forget to visit the animal's park, sobb. Anyway, I really appreciate all those moments.

As usual, every moment wouldn't stay longer. Everything just falling apart again and again. Why must it happen ? Is it bcse wht i've said was wrong ? I just can't figure it out maaaaannnnnnn. I just can't decide wht to believe anymore.

new babies

Okay now is alrdy almost 2 smthng in the morning, and I just can't resist to blog abt my new babies, weeee ! Welcome home Bobby and Rushel. Both of u are so cute to deny, hihi. Actually, it's been a long time when I still remember I've talked to Rahim on the early month of our rltnship, tht I really wanted a couple of tortoise to take care. Suddenly, Mai spoke up with her idea on buying the tortoise. Since I was so excited right after saw the tortoise , I asked Rahim to buy it for me. After seing his face, I thought he dnt want to buy it for me but I was wrong. Thnks b, love you.

Anyway, I was so exausted on the evening. Mai and I slept late last nite. We din't go out anywhere but we spend our whole nite modelling all the clothes in the cupboard. Okay tht is so stupid doing it at late night but we just got nthng else better to do. In conclusion, we woke up late just now where I've supposed going out for lunch with my family. We've quickily get ready as simple as we can. After we went back frm lunch, we've followed Mai's dad to KL. I guess Mai was in shopping spirit. She shopped everything she saw until shes willingly to go back by train instead of following her dad. Anyway, its been such a long time, I din't take a long journey by public trnsprt with her. Kinda miss it but I was so tired and sleepy just now, so silent was the best on our way home.

After reached Subang, we had to fetch up Rahim and Shamer at Sunway area cse thy're just finished their works. SO all the way to Sentul back and we went Danau for awhile. Had a little walk and there was where I've got my new babies :) Rahim also get me a new shirt for my I-touch and a jersey for me , really appreciate it syg. Okay thts all for tonite, I have to wake up early tmoro.

Goodnight * so happy looking at Bobby and Rushel right now :)

Mai's birthday

Hope its not too late to update abt my bstfrnd's brthday. So this is it ;

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Eventhough I spend quite alot on tht night, nthng can be bother when everyone is having fun. Hope this is wht u wished Mai and hoped tht u had a blast on the other day.
Love you, bstfrnd :)

exam exam

Aiyayai, Im in a mood to finish up my IT's lab assesment. So , lets do it ! Mid term is arnd the corner and i am still not start studying. Im so gonna start soon since I dnt want to fall on this semester. If can, I really want to maintain my scores.
Yes lena, u can do it! Wohoooooo !

So yeah, at last I send Rahim back yesterday after his non-stop nagging at me. Its been a week seing his face every minute, haha taknak lagi lama karang org ckp bosan tapi tk jumpa lagi bosan -.- Habesh camne ? Zeze, anyway im still not boring seing ur face, so let make this everyday ! hihihi.

Okay I want to get done with my assesment. Goodbye :)

HAPPY 2011 !

I love our girls talk on the day bfre last new year's eve, we had fun while talking. Such a long time we don't have such situation.

Anyway, its 2011 ! Hello, its new year dude ! May it brings alot of good things to me in this new year.
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL OF U :)

My new year's eve was okay. Eventhought it was simple, as long as im with the rest, i still can say tht I had fun. Feeling quite jelous when everybody is celebrating their new year with de byfren when im not. Why do u have to work on ur new year's eve?! We planned it but u simply frget it like tht, heh. Wht ever, I just wanna have for at least 15 mnts on new years with u but I still can't have it. So let just forget it.

Today, 1.1.11 HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABAH ! :))
I love the date and I love u too.