time of my life

Last night was awesome. after like a long time, this is the scnd time i really had fun in the club fr this year. Having fun with de byfrn and both loves and not to forget Adam. Oh and also Qila eventhough she came in late. At first I can't really put my butt in the club , I dnt knw why. But after awhile, I can go with the flow. The night just past by as the time flies.

thankgod day

Thnkgod, I've done with my economy assignment last night . Eventhough I was late for it, im thankful tht i've made it.

Thnkgod again, I felt so much better now. Things getting better and falls on a right place. I guess it worth my patient. Hope he really understand and get the point now. I knw I can't hold on to this for so long but wht am I gonna do is try to be patient as long as I can. This relationship of mine is just different among the others I had bfre, I dnt knw how to explain it but it just a different one. Sometimes, im tired of it but at times, I really want to hold on to it. The love tht he shows me for the past 7 months was something tht I nvr had bfre. Thats the reason why am I still here with u bby.

Done talking, Ive got alot of assingment to get done by this Friday. Dammit, im so lazy to work on my IT assingment cse im just not into IT subject, heh. Anyway, new year is just arnd the corner. Still not done planning, but I dnt feel like partying on new year's eve, I just wanna go somewhere peace.
Still thinking.

Pulau Penang

So basicly im at hotel right now which is 2.22am in the morning. Everybody are busy sleeping while im busy online, great !

I went to pulau part of Penang this evening. On my way to the ferry, I saw this one stall's named, Roti Canai Rahim. I laughed and after awhile I started to stare and I just realised tht I really miss him actually. Its been almost a week, I was not talking to him. Haih, im still in my term of curing. I just hope hes doing fine,heh.


Along the way, I saw the sawah padi. Sangat hijau and luas. Sedap nya hati memandang. As I reached the ferry, the weather was so fine. Its very windy. I was wearing my dress, terpaksa la cover so tht make sure kain ku tak terbang -.- haih, best nya ada ats air, rasa mcm tknk klua dr ferry td. Naseb baik sempat tgk ombak air since sampai sana dh agk lambat and tak sempat nk ke pantai. Im so frustrated but I have to deal with it since we were short of time. The best part, i've got to go the Penang street. It was more than enough. But the worst part, im still miss-ing the beach. I wished i could go the beach and seat at sea shore waiting for the sunset. It will absolutely makes my life in peace as in I am without any problem.

How I wished,

fact

To everyone, Boyfriend, girlfriend, bestfriend, friend, brother, sister , ohh easy said everyone. Let make this clear with this fact tht turn out frm my heart.

When u're happy with someone, u doesn't care everything tht happen. U will share evrythng with them, no matter wht. U will go everywhre with them, toilet, shopping, hangout, gossiping, or even on the phone or texting 24/7. U will non-stop smiling or laughing infront of them. U will nvr have the feelings of hurting them with ur words or doing.

When it comes to the WORLD WAR 3,everythng is just falling apart. U're still doesn't care, but this time it meants wht ever fucking shit things they wanna do, will nvr u care. U din't go everywhre together anymore, u will stop smilling and starts show faces tht everybody dnt wanna see. U will accidently hurting them with those words tht came out frm ur mouth or ur wrong doing.

Anyway, if u guys read this carefully, it is a #fact right ? Hey wake up, u dnt want to loose the ppl tht u love. If u really dnt care, it meants tht u want them to dissapear frm ur life. Are u sure this is wht u really want ? Lets try, put urself far awy frm the ppl tht u love. Just take a few days, nahh just make it 3 days, it will be more than enough or else u will just be in a place u dnt belong. Wht will u feel between those 3 days? Will u start looking fr the person tht u actually really love? Would u realise tht u shouldn't throw them away in the first place ?

It happens, so let this be ur lesson and always remember tht, dnt simply thrown awy those ppl tht u actually love with all ur hearts. When u care, it meants something. Don't u ever question it back.

Renung-renung kan, thnkyou.

does it change ?

On certain things, love can't change everything. Someone told me it does :

"He cries, n practically say he loves someone. He is actually understanding the importance of u. He told me he wants to work to earn money n marry u."

;'(

does fate still occur ?

Am i killing someone ? God, help me. Im lost. This is the only way, i hve to learn and u hve to learn something. If we're meant for each other thts wht we called fate, and it will appear soon.

Penang, here I am. Its not like wht i've expected but at least im far awy frm Subang right now. I need to work on my assignment anyway. Less burden to think when im busy doing smthng else.

I need rest for awhile, Goodbye.

♥ ♥

crappy

Before im away to Penang, theres alot of thing to say.

Firstly, my finger isn't in good condition yet and to be more clear, it isn't straight anymore -.-

Second, my assignment are still not done !

Third, i'll be missing my friend even we're just not the same anymore. Alot of hidden problem which is still not discovered.

Fourth, I wanna spend my time with him bfre I go but i knw it will not happen, heh.

Fifth, I was online frm just now and im getting headache right now. Zeze.

Not tht much as u think.

where is my simcard?

I think i really lost my simcard, yes nice job done by me :( Thnkyou very much, heh.

I have no idea what am I trying to do. Anyway, tmoro im going far from here. Chettt, tak jauh mana pon sbnr nya but yeah, I want to go to the beach . Its been a long time I din't go for vacation. Its time for me to rest :S Byebye subang !

I just wanna run awy from u, this is wht we both want, just to feel how does it go even i knw i can't live without u. What am i trying to do is learn to live without u cse somewhere somehow we'll be seperated, god knows tht *the truth. I knw hes trying the best but u knw, wht i really want right ? Enough said, be good , take a good care of urself. These will make u open ur eyes wider, think out of the box. U will thank me someday.

Always love,

its not me

What was im thinking man ? Wht I really want actually? I just can't think straight, since when ? Haih. I dnt knw wht am I doing right now. The truth, I really do miss him .

images

Oh i crap alot last night, been so loud and laughed till my stomach can't handle it anymore. Anyway enjoy some of the pictures.

any plan to run off

The last post i blogged was on Monday and today it is still Monday. B-O-R-I-N-G ! Im on holiday today, I thot there's gonna be a plan to run off, unfortunately there's no plan at all. So, now im stucked at TTDI trying to work out on my assignment. Actually, I am not really in the mood for doing any assignment. Wanted to go out but im running out of money, for god sake, my dad just gave me RM25 for this week. How am I gonna survive dude? so yeahh, I have to stay at home, I guess.

I had a great event yesterday. FORMULA KL DRIFT was awesome :) Tawiel got me and Rhm 2 normel ticket but we end up yesterday at the grand stand seated, coooooolllll. I went there alone by public trnsprt, oh god, its been a long time I din't get a public trnsprt from Subang. But yeah im safe along the journey, thnkgod. As usual, Rhm was late again and again. I had to wait for almost 40 mnts alone, damn u. Luckily im in a good mood and im not mad towards him at all. Ohh too many things tht made me alive ystrdy, sheeeeshhh. But not really enjoying it since I had to control myself. Its okaaaay, I dnt really need the enjoyment since I've alrdy enjoyed my day with Rhm, tht will be great enough tho :)

Ohhh there's this drifter name Rhenadi frm Indonesia, ohh hes cute tho, imma loving it , hihi. Sir Ming Hui frm Malaysia was the last drifter frm Mlysia tht got kicked out frm the top 8, his drifts was awesome but his been unlucky since his car tyre got some problem but overall his the best frm Mlysia even Tngku Djan, Mlysia got kicked out by him. Its quite a big surprise has been made ystrdy...... Thnkyou Tawiel for the ticket :)

Argghh all my body are on fire right now. Everythng is very painful, can't stand it man. Waiting for someone to come and give me a niceeeee massage on my back, tht will be great ! Had rugby game on last Thursday and Saturday, thts why Im in this situation right now. Game between Hong Kong was a really a tough game. They're really superb fast, likee really really fast. Okay enough with the rugby thingy, malas nak cakap pasal game yg kalah sbnr nya. HA-HA-HA.

This is tooooooo longgggggg, bfre it way too long, im done here. Goodbye :)

anak mak ?

Today was my last day of working at Quiksilver. It such a relieve :) I cant wait for every single mnt to end just now. My mind was flying arnd thinking abt better things to do after work. But I have to face the fact tht i am not gonna earn extra money anymore, tht is the saddest part when I can't buy things tht I want. All will be my oppurtunity cost, damn.

Anyway, there was a family tht I served just now. Auww, this cpl have a twin son. Shhoooo cute and lovely. The twin faces were like the cartoon Sin Chan. hihi. But one of the twin, the eyes was so like stoner. Macam baru lepas stone. Very sepet one but the other one was so normal. Hahaha just imagine 10 month babies stone-ing. Then the daddy was like busy looking fr a pair of t-shirt and pants for the bby.

Oh gosh, there's something so called the main purpose tht im blogging tonite, hihi. Anak Mak ? Arr, I still remember tht sentence until now. Its been a long time ago since im in form 3. Guess wht ? I've met tht dude tht work at Extreme Sunway bfre this. I saw him coming inside the shop, but I was like , biar btol mamat ni. So I walked awy and after a while, I walk to the front bck. He suddenly show up and said, ' ehh anak mak laaa' . I was like perghh ingat lagi dia kat aku, so sweeet. Hahaha, his hair still the same, sort of cute. hihihi, ogaaayy forget it.

Just now I learned some dance from Ah Meng. Its was so cool, but I can't really remember how does it go. Gosh, im going to miss all the things tht stuck inside Quiksilver. I just can't believe tht i've been there fr a year, proud to know tht. But its already time for me to focus on my studies or find other work tht suites my time better. So this is the right choice even I knw im going to be out of money sooner or later.

Rahim is at Melaka right now working. For fucking 5 days. Damn, its kind a long term but its the sake fr finding some money for us. I miss him very badly, but I hve to wait no matter wht. I'll be waiting syg, and I loveeee you so much.

I guess I need to sleep now. Need an ample time to sleep for morning class tmoro.

Goodnight readers :)

move out

I dnt knw why this week being a tough time for me. Im sick, stomachache, headache and everything. Oh god, pls help me.

Anyway, done with transfering all the stuff frm Perdana to our new hse TTDI. Our new hse has no lift and we live at the 3rd floor. Just imagine we climb up and down just to put our things at our new hse. Goshhh damn tiring but we managed to settle it down. We managed to organize all the things at the right place but still waiting for the old roomate to move out her things, 'annoying much"

So yeh, going to strt our new day at TTDI by tmoro. Kay, im very sleepy right now. Need to sleep. Goodnight :)

Its you

Nice surprise but u wasn't good enough on surprising me b. U make me so pissed off towards u, at first. Until 2.30 am and i've already fall asleep and yet I got a msg from u says tht :

" Turun guard skrg ! "

Pergh mnyirap aku dgn br tersedar dr tido dgn bgg lagi, die blh bg text mcm tu. Logic la sikit aku nk turun guard tu sorang sorang -.- Heh, thnkgod u came to surprise me or else, hell will calling u.

Nahh, I still love you b

those word might hurt this feeling

Never thought those word will come up from ur mouth. My own bestfriend ? after a long term friendship, and now ure saying these to me. Only god know how I felt when I read those text. Seriously I cant believe it. Thank you very much for those words, will nvr forget