Tomorrow will be a different day for me. No more going to Sunway as usual , no more wearing a black/white shirt, no more lepaking at the lorong, no more greeting, no more 24/7 smiling, no more folding the t-shirt and etc, no more standing by all night long. The most simple word to describe is no more 'TIRED-NESS' !
Pheew, today was my last day of working at Quiksilver. Damn it, im so gonna miss the crowd. No more laughing with the rest, every single day will be just a different day to me. I am not saying tht im regret cse I think this is the best time for me to look for some spaces doing something else. It just for 2 weeks man , then i'll be away fr further my studies. So, for this fucking 2 weeks, I will make my life stable by spending time with my love ones. Hope this 2 week will be enough for me but I gurantee it won't be enough, actually -.-
6 month being with them was the best experience ever. I've learn so many things and I got to know all different kind of people's behaviour . Im glad to know the rest of the crew. When im first working there, it all started with a warm smile but now, it all ends with a warm hug. That is so sweet of them. Im really gonna miss them, especially Raz ;') and my chit-chatting partner, Pamela Anderson ;)
Goodbye Quiksilver ;')
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
its the same
Haha , ckp org dia pn sama . See i've told u, everyone is just the same kn kn, there is no different. Heh, so keep blaming each other ;) Cse after all, u will be saying the same fcking sentence. Which is soo right for u , heh -.-
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
BIG GAME
Tonight is the night where the game begins !
PORTUGAL VS. SPAIN
Both are my favourite team, how am i suppose to react ?
PORTUGAL VS. SPAIN
Both are my favourite team, how am i suppose to react ?
finally
Finally, tommorow is going to be my last day at Quiksilver. Im gonna miss it so much but at the same time, i am so relief tht i'll be free at the end. I'll get more time to hang out with my friends and family tho my love ones. Going to start my study soon, really can't wait for it. The rest had already left for their own good. Busy with their new routine in their college lifes. Only left 3 of us right now, and still counting the time. Gonna cheerish every second of our life bfre the college get started. Im goin to get my new routine soon, so yeahh hve fun babyyyyyy.
Hello new world ! ;)
Hello new world ! ;)
thank you
Why all human beings in this world can't think like ones ? hurm, No one can think better like u, yes maybe we can't think properly but wht make u said u really think like an adult ? Actually the fact is everyone was nvr think bfre they've done something. For god sake, jst look back and think cse everyone did the same thing too.
Heart feelings ? I realised tht it was one of the main reason why all this shitt happened. Yes, everyone felt the same thing and thts why they keep doing the same thing to each other. Kept hurting each other feelings. After all, its all equal but there is still no solution. Mmg susah nak jaga hati msg msg, trust me, it was the hardest part of all but there's no harm trying to work on it.
Why kena fikir yg ktorg tak pernah nk fhm the situation , sedang kan bnde yg seakan sama ni pernah jadi dulu ? And we've been through it together, we fought bcse smthng similar to this where every situation was the same but now, its only a different person. Maybe some of it, only god knws how u feel, I respect tht. How i wished to feel the same way as urs. I knw its hard to go through it but u're the one who choose to be in tht way , so of crse u will work hard fr it to work things out and why now u trying to ran awy frm the track ? Is it bcse u dnt want it anymore or u tired of it ? Why must u get tired when u want something to be perfect? Yes, as a friend, we want to support u but at the same time we jst want to help u to correct u wht was wrong but yeah maybe the way we help was totally wrong for u. Felt sorry for tht, but when u've done something wrong which is u nvr knew it will happen, u knw right ? This kind of situation will happen. Where misunderstanding happen, ppl talking abt u, and many more. We've tried to understand ur feelings but when we try to correct the things where its wrong, things getting wrongly and at the end it became worst.
Sometimes, I felt regret to get into this matter but I guess i'll feel more regret if i only watch this thing happen infront of my eyes when i know it was wrong. Bcse friends will nvr want to see a scratch on their friend's faces. As a frnd, we jst want to help but we dnt knw it will becoming like this, sorry.
A 6 years friendship we build jst collapse like tht. Its okay, jst go to the place tht u feel free and good for u, as long as u can be happy with ur new life. If thts will make u happy, then jst go ahead, run for it, grab it, forget abt all the shitts here. May ur life will be in peace.
Thnks for the friendship tht we had on the past and yes, we still having it now but it jst not the same anymore. Done.
Heart feelings ? I realised tht it was one of the main reason why all this shitt happened. Yes, everyone felt the same thing and thts why they keep doing the same thing to each other. Kept hurting each other feelings. After all, its all equal but there is still no solution. Mmg susah nak jaga hati msg msg, trust me, it was the hardest part of all but there's no harm trying to work on it.
Why kena fikir yg ktorg tak pernah nk fhm the situation , sedang kan bnde yg seakan sama ni pernah jadi dulu ? And we've been through it together, we fought bcse smthng similar to this where every situation was the same but now, its only a different person. Maybe some of it, only god knws how u feel, I respect tht. How i wished to feel the same way as urs. I knw its hard to go through it but u're the one who choose to be in tht way , so of crse u will work hard fr it to work things out and why now u trying to ran awy frm the track ? Is it bcse u dnt want it anymore or u tired of it ? Why must u get tired when u want something to be perfect? Yes, as a friend, we want to support u but at the same time we jst want to help u to correct u wht was wrong but yeah maybe the way we help was totally wrong for u. Felt sorry for tht, but when u've done something wrong which is u nvr knew it will happen, u knw right ? This kind of situation will happen. Where misunderstanding happen, ppl talking abt u, and many more. We've tried to understand ur feelings but when we try to correct the things where its wrong, things getting wrongly and at the end it became worst.
Sometimes, I felt regret to get into this matter but I guess i'll feel more regret if i only watch this thing happen infront of my eyes when i know it was wrong. Bcse friends will nvr want to see a scratch on their friend's faces. As a frnd, we jst want to help but we dnt knw it will becoming like this, sorry.
A 6 years friendship we build jst collapse like tht. Its okay, jst go to the place tht u feel free and good for u, as long as u can be happy with ur new life. If thts will make u happy, then jst go ahead, run for it, grab it, forget abt all the shitts here. May ur life will be in peace.
Thnks for the friendship tht we had on the past and yes, we still having it now but it jst not the same anymore. Done.
Friday, June 25, 2010
fight is love
I had rugby training just now . After tht, I went to see my byfren , had a talk , we all busy talking bout vacation -.- They were so excited especially Fiqa. Happy to see them like tht cse it jst make me smile ;) When we're having our dinner, we're busy talking abt the past. It was so funny and nvr thought those thing could happen on our past. Hahaha funny lil things.
Now, not everything is fun. It was all changed without realising it becoming worst. How sad am I to see those things happen infront of me right now.
Kenapa certain kwn suka tgk kwn sendiri gaduh? Dah tau gaduh lg mau bwt hal jd bsr. Sebab dieorg tak kesah or maybe dieorg kesah tp taktau pn apa itu erti 'kawan' sbnrnya. Dah tau kwn tu tknk jumpe kwn tu tapi sengaja jgk bwk face to face . And without telling her whos coming while the other side dnt knw anything. End up slh fhm berlaku, sorang fkir bnde jd sbb disengajakan and srg lg blur tktau paper and terfikir kenapa aku kat sini sbb aku tau die tknk tgk muka aku. Apa sbnr nye motif di situ ? Kenapa kwn yg srg ni bwt mcm tu ? Saje nk porak peranda kan lg or ada niat baik sbnrnya ? Im keep wondering cse this thing had make it worst.
Now, not everything is fun. It was all changed without realising it becoming worst. How sad am I to see those things happen infront of me right now.
Kenapa certain kwn suka tgk kwn sendiri gaduh? Dah tau gaduh lg mau bwt hal jd bsr. Sebab dieorg tak kesah or maybe dieorg kesah tp taktau pn apa itu erti 'kawan' sbnrnya. Dah tau kwn tu tknk jumpe kwn tu tapi sengaja jgk bwk face to face . And without telling her whos coming while the other side dnt knw anything. End up slh fhm berlaku, sorang fkir bnde jd sbb disengajakan and srg lg blur tktau paper and terfikir kenapa aku kat sini sbb aku tau die tknk tgk muka aku. Apa sbnr nye motif di situ ? Kenapa kwn yg srg ni bwt mcm tu ? Saje nk porak peranda kan lg or ada niat baik sbnrnya ? Im keep wondering cse this thing had make it worst.
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
blowing out a happiness
Im going out later with my friends :) auww its been awhile we din't spend time together and yeah at last now . Unfortunately, not all of them going to be there, how sad is tht when there is someone missing just to make a favor for a friend. There's nthng much we can do when we can't change someones decision when it says 'final'.
Wow, its hard actually.
Wow, its hard actually.
Sunday, June 20, 2010
gain it back
Anythng can happen when the trust was get betrayed ! They loose family,friends, loose in faith and almost everything. Sometimes things happen without we knowing it but it happens cse we're created it once. It also must be the fate but it goes well cse we work for it. It meant tht if we nvr look for it , the fate might be faded away and will not happen. Once it happen, no looking back but always looking forward.
Its hard to gain the trust bck but no matter wht, there is always the word 'TRY'. When u try , make it worth. Prove it tht u are really trying. Don't jst try but theres no proof, heh. No matter wht, theres always one day tht u will gain the words 'FORGIVENESS' .
Its hard to gain the trust bck but no matter wht, there is always the word 'TRY'. When u try , make it worth. Prove it tht u are really trying. Don't jst try but theres no proof, heh. No matter wht, theres always one day tht u will gain the words 'FORGIVENESS' .
Monday, June 14, 2010
problematic
Problems come and go , fck tht shitt. Im getting headache now -.- So many things to think at one time . Why can't I just blow it away ?
Its sad to see tht someone is doing wrong but im jst sitting down doing nothing. I dnt want to say anything cse nothing can be change no matter wht I said.
Pftt, jst realised tht im still wearing the 'CREW' tag. Tht is so stupid -.-
Its sad to see tht someone is doing wrong but im jst sitting down doing nothing. I dnt want to say anything cse nothing can be change no matter wht I said.
Pftt, jst realised tht im still wearing the 'CREW' tag. Tht is so stupid -.-
happy birthday kenit!
Haappppy 18th brthday si Kenit, Ateen .
May all ur wished come thru. Its sad to knw tht we aren't celebrating it together. Knowing tht u busy with ur activities, nothing much can we do . I felt so different without celebrating ur birthday this year, but wht to do ite ? As long as ure happy on ur day. Enjoy ur increasing in ages. Love you ,
May all ur wished come thru. Its sad to knw tht we aren't celebrating it together. Knowing tht u busy with ur activities, nothing much can we do . I felt so different without celebrating ur birthday this year, but wht to do ite ? As long as ure happy on ur day. Enjoy ur increasing in ages. Love you ,
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
identity card
Boogie stupid police man , u suck big time ! Why do u act like ure so good ? All police were born in the same kind of humanities. Acted like so cool , so scary, so brave, so strict and last but not least, so right -.- Once again , I've got caught in the middle of the highway ;) And guess wht ? Without my identity card -.- I dnt knw where it goes cse I've no time to look for it too, Zeze. They started to nagging me like old nanny. Nagging abt how important the IC to myself. Say wht ever u want , Indonesia? Myanmar? Bangladesh ? All I knw, Im MALAYSIAN !
Booooooyooooooooo, I knew it , u will totally gonna let me off ! Duhhh so scared - SO NOT !
Booooooyooooooooo, I knew it , u will totally gonna let me off ! Duhhh so scared - SO NOT !
Sunday, June 6, 2010
I loike the language
Yes u mat sabah ! pergh today was so like a gedik day , mcm bangang -.- Evryone tht i saw, I will be like ' auww, mcm chomel do', 'rambut die mcm hot kot', bla bla bla. They jst caught my eyes, nyummmmmmmmmmmy. Got this one guy came to my shop and say hye, so comel :) I've met him bfre and im glad tht he was one of my customer. Nahh hes actually nothing to me but i jst dnt knw why I kept talking abt him like he was so special which is actually not. Okayy forget it tho , I am missing someone right now :(
Pls come bck soon baby , sob sob
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
The funniest situation i've been through
Basicly, its all started by the reason of no plans to do. So many plans were pop up on my mind at tht time but nothing caught my nerves. So, it ends by hanging out at his place. We watched tv and evrythng and out of no where, we heard someone is coming over. I've quickly ran and hide. We're waited for so long to pass all this shitts and thnkgod we managed to settle it down after all. It was so unpredictable until I can't see its coming. But honestly, it was the best experience and I won't forget such memories when we're together needs each other during the hard times.
After all, I found it so funny when it happens and I was nvr thought this kind of matters will happen between us. I love you R , heee